Played

Answers come slowly, if at all.
I want to run up that hill. Run.
Find out where humanity stopped
and in its place left cruelty.

Though the anger wells up.
Revenge to be exacted for this
inconceivably hurtful behavior.
The rational mind speaks justice.

The emotional mind seeks answers.
Seeks to know how I could
not have seen that it was only ever
to use me.

I got played.